random procrastination thoughts

no photos.
in my head, photos pop in and out.
they don't stay there where you can look back.
since you're always looking back
and you're always looking forward.
never really looking right in front of you...
yeah, i wouldn't want to get lost in my brain either.

i lost elections.
i felt like utter shit.
i dyed my hair.
i was worried about what others would think.
i went to prom.
i loved prom.

"high school is the best years of your life."

well, when does it get epic?

i mean, i love my school and all, but sometimes i wonder if i made the right decision for anything.
all the time i wonder whether i was meant for any or none of this.
it depresses me a bit.

god, i hate procrastinating thoughts.

on a brighter note,
i love victorious.
dan schneider does it again.
brilliance.
i absolutely love ariana grande.
such a fitting last name.
amazingly this group has diversity
HUZZAH.
(except no asian :/
boo.
DOES ANY NICK OR DISNEY SHOW
HAVE AN ASIAN?
hudgens doesn't count. "she looks like a
mexican!")

i think that's it.
oh, and i really want to watch kick-ass again.