what a rant.

jesus.
you'd think for once i wouldn't be the backup friend.
or maybe i have a stamp on my head labeling me that.
it just irritates me when people act like i'm disposable.
when did i become that way?
i never put up a sign allowing this to happen.
and why is it all the people i considered close fucking up
my life?
i mean, when's the last time we ever had
ANYTHING IN PRIVATE?!

i rant like a little bitch all the time.
but this is getting ridiculous.

do i even have a fuckin' real friend anymore?
or do i have the wrong definition of friend?!
i can't even tell at this point!

this is a whole lot of steam.
forget these bitches.
i'm out.

god, i can't believe i have to wait a whole year
for college.