so tired, i might cry.

so tired.
so, so very tired.
i've got so much to do with so little time.

watched kick-ass.
makes me love mintz and johnson even more.
hit girl = bad ass all by herself.
i will be buying this movie.
almost finished with first generation skins.
going to get back into the vampire diaries.
ugly betty ended. boo, you abc whores.
taming of the shrew is over. kinda sad.
i will miss that mustache.
tests. memorization. papers.
FUCK.
SCHOOL ELECTIONS.
I'm running for ASB Spirit Officer.
And I'm about to cry.
I'm pretty outgoing, but I'm just so tired.
At this point, I just want to get it over with.
I fucking hate losing.
And I want this so bad.
So, so bad.
I know my candidate may want it just as bad.
But I seriously will cry either way.
Win or lose.
God, I seriously want to win so bad.
I need to get my stupid posters done.

"Stefanie, you manwhore."

...i shouldn't be up this late.

hey logan!
you're so fine! you're so fine, now be just mine! hey logan! hey, hey! hey logan!

no seriously, betch. stop getting more famous. the last thing i need to hear is someone saying that selena gomez thinks you're the next big thing...especially when it's coming from a disney star
good things about logan getting recognizably famous:

• more photo shoots!
• he's happier (i think...)
• more interviews!
• there's a contest where you can be his prom date
  
• people actually know him

bad things about logan getting recognizably famous:

• all people say is "percy jackson"
• i and others had to watch him as percy jackson
• other people are fawning over him
• annoying people i dislike are talking about him
  
• he's in magazines like "BOP" and that other stupid shit.
• there's a contest where you can be his prom date (why don't you just make out with miley cyrus? or kill yourself. actually, go make out with that crazy shit because it's worse than killing yourself! gah!)
• he's becoming more of an epic fail that i just want to punch in the face and say, hey! knock it the fuck off!
  
• people actually know him

at least no one really knows josh hutcherson too well...
DANCE COMPANY, BITCHES.
Three dances.
Heartbreaker. The Devil's Song - (Party in the USA). Sorry Sorry.
Pretty bamf.
...They are asking for it.
Seriously, many of this year's freshmen are asking for a beatdown. I will be Stefanie Beat-Freshies-Down. For shizzle. They seriously need to stop talking shit - seriously, lower rank. I cannot wait for senior year to give them a swift kick in the ass if they haven't changed by then. Hopefully I will get a decent freshman next year...Somehow I doubt it, though.

I need a break from school. But not summer.
I'm so stressed out with school, life, college, summer, and all that shiz. You'd think I'd be ready for summer! It's like summer's no longer fun, anymore. (With the exception I have for being excited for A VERY POTTER SEQUEL! CAN I GET A WHAT WHAT!) It's me working and wanting to get sleep or party or be a regular teen.
God, I want a seriously regular life.
And I wish I had never really gotten into fashion...

Sucks to be middle class wanting so much more.
I'm half ass complaining and half ass just ranting. I wish I could say I wasn't complaining but I totally am. TOTALLY. COMPLAINING. Like my mom keeps on saying: I really need to get a high paying job to support my fuckin' lifestyle.

last note, i promise.
ugly betty's almost over! so sad! i feel like it's been with me forever!
i'm going to miss all the characters, especially amanda! gawd, i just can't help but love her the most, haha. she's pretty stylish, not gonna lie. i especially loved her outfit in the scene displayed above (i couldn't find a picture with the shoes she was wearing for that episode, and i loved those shoes!) stupid abc. go punch yourself for making a big mistake!

pay attention...

seriously.

it wouldn't kill sophomores and underclassmen to
this is not your school.
you do not own it.
bitch, move, GETOUTOFTHEWAY!

this is one of the most annoying things of my school. because of the fact that my school is so small and everyone "gets along," underclassmen think it's alright for them to act like seniors and shit. no, you cannot wear sweatpants under your school skirt. no, you cannot act like you own the hall. no, you cannot act like you're the shit. seriously, you're not. act like what you are.
bottom of the chain, bitches.

uuugh, i don't hate all of them but it's like...i don't even know how to explain it. it just annoys me. :/

winter ball sucked, too.
i'll upload my outfit later cause it was super duper cute : D
working on my independent art projects....
ELEPHANT CHARCOAL! YAYAYAYAYAY!

and i'm currently working on my collage/wallpaper with all my famous celebrities.
-logan lerman
-josh hutcherson
-danielle panabaker
- saoirse ronan
-david henrie
basically i'm just following a tutorial, though.

puerto rico project.
it shall be bomb.
god, if i actually work on it.

fuuuuuuck, my grades are so awkardly....bad/awkward.
progress reports were a wake up call.

junior retreat this week.
oh-my-fuckin-god.
i'm so....undescribable right now.
i'm like a ball of emotions.


whoa whoa whoa! i don't know about y'all, but we gonna run this town tomorrow night!

ilu nikki

en espanol, por favor.

Fuck.

I have been sick for the past three days. Which in my school terms it means a week or maybe a bit more. That's one of the things I dislike about my school. As brilliant and great as the education is, if you only miss one day, it screws your entire life up. You have to scramble to fix everything even though you know it's most likely going to take you about three more days to adjust. (Well, that's how I feel, anyways. )

I'm going to Portland on the weekend because of my mom's trip. No sale's tax.
Brilliant.
Most likely I'm going to be getting new rain boots/jacket because I really need it with the current weather. Too rainy. Where's the snow? We missed snow. Let's have some, jaja?

Oh yes! Yes!
It's magnificent!
So I just realized that Nylon as well as TeenVogue has featured my two favorite boys, Josh Hutcherson and Logan Lerman. I curently only subscribe to those magazines, hence my excitement. Josh was featured in TeenVogue's Young Hollywood (Taylor Lautner cover) and in Nylon MEN (Zac Efron cover; I believe the October 2009? ). (I really should figure out the actual issue. Haha) Logan was featured in Nylon's Yong Hollywood (Olivia Thirby and Kat Dennings cover) and TeenVogue's February 2010 (Jessica Szohr cover). [I'd love to include Rupert Grint/Aaron Johnson/a few others but I have no idea whether they've been covered by both magazines yet.] Anyways, good job to them!

On another note...
I really need to update my music with:

1. Choir Music
2. Dance Company music
3. "We Are Golden" - MIKA

Majority is school. Haha.
Gawd, I feel sick. I hate school. Right now, anyways.

i'll be honest.

I haven't posted on this because I haven't remembered. I completely forgot. I can't even remember how I remembered that I had a blog.
I'm an idiot for that.
Anyways, I feel like I should start using this again. After all, it's a new year. It doesn't have to be a new me necessarily but just a modified version of me that keeps track of my life. Oh god. This is going to be hard.
I guess I'm going to:

1. Tell what is going on in my life
2. Show things that are interesting occurring in my life
3. Whatever I like, man.

Okay, that's it. Sounds good.

first off.

Hey. My name is Stefanie. That's got in 'f' in there.
Thanks for noticing that when you choose to spell my name.

I act. I sing. I dance. I write.I'm trying to get back into art/drawing/photography since I love it so. <3

CAN'TSTOP.WON'TSTOP.
iMUSTbedreaming.

This will be my blog. Muahaha.

I am sorry for any future rants, puppy love, drama moments, sob-sob woe is me, la-la land, stupid ideas, laughable shit and anything else that might happen.
"Baby, that's just me."

Can you tell how random I am?

I will probably add a blog about my life currently in a few minutes. That's how weird I am. C:

xoxo

Stefanie